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I don't subscribe to any religion persay, I don't practice anything regularly- I mean, of course I don't, I can't make it to class on time, I exercise infrequently, and that causes certain, tangible problems in the short term. I'm certainly not covering for any hypothetical future problems.

I really like going to religious rituals, though. I like being in a space where people are doing things I don't understand all because they believe something a whole lot. I feel weird being there- I feel like a taint on the thing itself- but I really enjoy services, and christenings, and prayers, and chanting, and the hey-hey-hey. It's probably just being around people who sincerely believe things. That's all sorts of refreshing. Plus, the singing is usually pretty.